I knew a guy named Kermit.
A name like “Kermit” suggests either parents with poor long term
decision making or perhaps a family history that might best be honored in
another way than naming your only child “Kermit”. Kermit was very tall, very skinny, and had
almost no muscle definition of any kind.
He had a moptop of shocking orange hair that grew over his eyes like he
was trying to hide in the bushes. He was
painfully shy. Kermit went on a familiar
trajectory from teenage nerd outcast to young adult heavy pot smoking
outcast. By the time I got to know him a
little bit, he lived near me in a small rental home with two guys that were
variations of Kermit. One was short and
fat and extremely dedicated to video games.
I never heard him speak a complete sentence. The other guy had a terrible complexion and
was 100% focused on heavy metal. I only
heard him speak once when he said “Fuck yes!” when someone put a Black Sabbath
record on at a party.
On a summer night Kermit was really wasted at a party at my
place. There was a bonfire pit in the
backyard where almost every party ended.
It is shocking how cozy seven shitty lawn chairs placed around an open
pit in an overgrown backyard can become by firelight. Conversely, nothing is more desolate than a party
campsite at 8:15 am with empty bottles and discarded wrappers. However, I will stress that at night it was a
good scene out there. It had gotten very
late, leaving just Kermit and I by the dying fire. We were almost out of shit talk. We were almost out of wood. The option of wandering into the field behind
the house to look for wood was as good as signing up for a sprained ankle or
poison ivy. I was ready to wrap it up. Kermit did not want to let the party to
end. He jerked up out of his chair and
said “I’ll get some wood!”.
Ten minutes later Kermit had returned from his place next
door. In his arms was an end table and a
lamp. He tossed them in the fire. The backyard changed from a dark orange to a
flash of yellow as the lampshade burst into flames. He cackled wildly and ran back into his
house. “Kermit? You think this is a good idea?” He tossed the other end table onto the fire,
turned and ran back into his house. He
had made a shift from gleeful abandon to grim determination. I will admit I got caught up in it. Kermit had decided he needed to wipe the
slate clean. He systematically went back
and forth from the house with all of his flammable possessions. Mattress, couch, hamper, his dresser, and
finally his clothes. He screamed at the
fire with veins bulging on his skinny neck.
I couldn’t believe it. I had started
laughing at the scenario but by this time had become concerned I was witnessing
a man make a complete psychotic break.
After his scream, we both stood a distance back from the
heat and flames being produced by the mighty fire. Our shadows danced on the side of the house
as the fire popped. We were both quiet
staring into the flames. “Well, I guess
that’s it Kermit.” We stood there a
moment longer. Kermit raised his head
slightly as if an idea had just hit him.
“Nope. Not yet.” He pulled off his shirt, stooped down, pulled
off his sneakers and then stepped out of his jeans. He tossed them into the fire. “That’s it.”
His pale skinny nude body looked especially frail exposed in the fire
light. We both stood there as I tried to
figure out what to say. Kermit
sighed. “Fuck it.”
Greg, there better be a page 2 to this story. You are leaving us hanging a bit here.
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